first and foremost, selamat hari raya to all my muslim brothers and sisters. bernazzz, our girls bets, nar, sabby and mena, every one of my friends in UK, Germany, Oz, NZ, wherever. you know who you are. mum, dad, my 3 brothers and my not-so-little sister. maaf zahir dan batin if i've ever made mistakes or ever menyinggung perasaan any of you. you know i never intend to do that. dari hujung rambut ke hujung kuku, i ask for your forgiveness.
im not happy. i dont know. i just feel that everything's going a little different than how i planned it to be. maybe its just because i expect too much from something. keep my hopes high and let down by it. i dont really feel raya. there are so many things in life that i want to accomplish. things that i want to happen. but i guess i'll js have to wait. life isnt as easy. i miss my boys (like B[4] said, in a non-gay way). raya wont be the same this year without you guys. sigh. all the "convoy" thing we've got going on every year. im gonna miss that. i hope all of you are always well to endure this painful task we are given in life. i ask for your forgiveness in every single way. i'd go down on my knees if i have to. you are my brothers. i'll post raya pictures up for all of you, if there's any.
this is gonna sound corny. i miss my girl, though i see her almost everyday. i want you more and more that i just cant stand not seeing u in a day. why is that? i dont know. sayang, i want to say im sorry for all the wrong things i've ever done. i apologise. anything at all. i never intend to hurt u in any way. we both know i only want you for myself. and that sometimes, somehow makes me forget that there are people who needs your attention too. your friends, my friends. im gonna slow it down a little bit. you help me build a better person in me. i treasure u. im looking forward to spending this year's raya with you. and many more years to come. i love you.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
js a random post from your boy,
Bernazzz[3]
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