:+:maximum love & respect:+:: August 2005

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

congrats guys 4winning against MD!

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5-2 kamu manang? esehh! steady steady..restecpa! i reali wish i wuz der,rindu ku main jadi right winger..sigh..boring main sini ah,3 or 5 a-side sja ku main,rumput sja lawa ckit..heh..some1 plz post d match's stats? haha plz lah plz! huhuhuh sapa sja main masa 1st n 2nd halves,who else came? indakan kamu nada supporters? haha nahhhhh homesick chia ku nah..chyt eh,doakan ku slamat tym winter nanti..hav u heard abt d bird's flu thing? scary d very ukno..d birds masa ani "transit" d russia then during dis cumin winter (insyaAllah! NAUZUBILLAH! haha),d scientists predicted dat dey're gonna migrate 2europe or sumtin like dat..millions hav died cos of d flu,wat scares d most is dat IF d flu mutates or sumtin lyk dat (nda saya paham accent urang futih atu..hahha)...cam CNN aku atu? hahahhah m bored,watd u xpect? hehe later guys..asmekom..pis daun! (i is d missing ma lois lane d very much..sigh..)

as a reward,nah lagu,makan tia,rabus!! haha jk..c ya

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

is it true?

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download n watch..betul ke ni? hmm

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ani lagi MENANGIS LAI!!! haha Subhanallah

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

congratulations to Bets & Sanny 4 gettin d Gov Scholarship!!

esehh!! org dpt gov ship..Alhamdulillah!! makbul jua doa kamu..we're hepi 4u guys..sikalang,kita olang r doing our own thing now,lets pray dat all of us will b succeessful,AMIN!!..chiye! m serious! huhuh..anuwah,bila fungsi doa slamat kamu ani? sound2 ah,dpt jua ku booking ticket awal balik 4d weekend,esehhh! cam banar! malas ku trabang balik ke brunei atu wah..haha i wish m der wif u guys,sasak ku eh,ur havin good tyms n m not der..sigh..o well..sabar sjalah nak..bah i wanna c'nue watchin initial d,free download,dvd file again..d sini nda kluar ah,nda saya sampat mliat b4 kemari..heh..salam sejahtera! later guys..rindu ku kamu *sob* (eh ilang ego eh..haha jk!)..congrats again guys!

[but i miss ma lois lane more..sigh..wer r u? *sob sob*]

Sunday, August 14, 2005

singles$s!! (more cumin under d same topic! check2 sja)

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

dis r ma konfesi.....no more holding 2d past! hah!

dis time its real..i kno u guys wud say like,"eh banarkah c marul ani? he's alwez been obsessed wif dat girl"..haha yea dis tym its real!! huhu now i just wanna let em out outta ma chest..i finally kno how 2let d words out..so here we go..

now that u're gone it seems i long for you day n nite..as i reminisce of ur promises as you held ma hands,i neva dreamt dat u'd leave..i tot dat u'd be here 2stay..i cried maself 2sleep wen i heard u say" dun u tink we're better off friends? "..ur words tore me apart dat day, as you stole ma heart..i still remmber it wuz b4 i went for ma malay class..ma frenz askd me y i lookd so lost n confused as i sat in class..i din answer em cos i was stil "bangang" n i cudnt bliv wat just happend..u left me stranded, no wer 2go..(but m lucky 2hav real frens who i cud/can turn 2)..in dat situation dat selfish person wud b u..it seems as if u didn't care,about me nor my feelings as u left me in despair..i start 2cry inside whenever i hear ur name,as ur voice repeats n u became a song in ma head..

" dun u tink we're better off friends? " i ask maself every day, was it bcos of me? but how? i neva loved sum1 one with a love so deep..i used 2sit alone and fil depressed,was wondering if u felt ma loneliness..then i startd 2tremble bcos i know dat d answer was no..u left me bcos?? wishing things were as dey were..b4 i lost u, before...?? stil cant figure out why.. but..since ma love was so strong i strived n no matter what hung on..its been "a while", at least a "few" years..u cud even call it the past n still 2dis day i still hear you say" dun u tink we're better off friends? "..altho it's hard, i now know dat you werent d one..n it is time 4me 2move on aftr few years pretending..n when came 2me n askd " can we b frens? " i sighed, then give ma reply "tho ive awaited dis day for so long, what you did was just wrong..all d pain dat u put me thru, ma conclusion is dat d fault was on u..u had your chance, i just dun fil d romance? it was ur loss n ma gain, sorry 2say, but ma feelings just arent the same " just then i startd 2cry again insyd bcos i know dat ma words were lies, deep down i knew i desperately want her back but m not goin 2give in dis time..ive learned 4rm ma pain dat m not gonna get hurt again..then i said 2u, " sorry, dis is the end,we're just friends,so in words short and few, we're thru! " no more longing 4d past dat i once endured..d only thing it brought me was suffering and hurt..

how can someone care 4u so much n u just cause pain? such sharp biting pain in ma heart..were u just TOYING me? tryna make me think dat i had a chance n then just watch me wither n die over u? haha well m not gonna let u dat 2me nymo..dats y i gave up all hope n carry on wif ma life bcos ma frens once told me dat no1 thinks dat u're worth it but i realised "quite" late,i agree wif em cos u were ruining ma life..now i'll just wait 2c wat d future has in store n not wait around 4u anymore..m moving on wif ma life n its far way better than then cos ive found ma one..she does certain things 2make me feel loved,eventho dey're just lil things but dey mean alot 2me n ur not! ive been in darkness 4so long just waitin 4d light,n now that she has come ma way, ma days dun seem like nights..i know its nothing serious 4now cos we havnt got 2meet, but surely its a start n dat i tink of her every morning when i awaken..it dusnt stop der..NO it dusnt stop der,her spells have cast on me,makes me think of her every hour n every hour of every day..i think of her b4 i sleep n even then m not safe..she sneaks into ma dreams n she haunts me der..plus,ive reali good frens who has ma back n dey've mine..i used 2make em upset n worried bcos i was so depressed cos of u,u wont take em away from me,no u dun..i now have thaught ma heart 2move on,for u r now forever gone..mwahahah

its 1232h now,m off 2sleep..too long? sorie..u guys must b bored readin em,even a lil..haha soryt..c ya..bah nanti tani buang stress sama2..haha taking care guys..a'kum
:+: one love :+:

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(sorie,satu lagu sja ku upload..m tired :P sabar2 ah..banyak plang masih new singles..pis daun!)

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

majlis mbaca doa slamat at Mallie's place..

..end of function..

{standin from left: maself, B[9] Mallie, B[13] Patee, B[11] Yaz, B[13] (d 2nd.haha)-Syukri, B[3] Sal, Saifullah d 2nd, B[4] Sanny, B[10] Ros, B[14] Rahman (bhind Ros), B[19] Zizan, B[43] Pie D4 M3n (behind Zizan), B[8] RaEky, Zizi, B[29] Razif, B[12] Ed}
{below: B[30] Kyrule, Mirul, B[5] Zattino, B[2] Dayat}
...some players didnt come..hmmm
dis pic was taken after doa slamat arah c mallie..slamat slamat!! haha gila eh, kenangan che.. esehh! wen is ur next game guys? wen m back, arrange a football match for me plz..huhu rindu ku main sama kamu..sini boring main bula ah,kan klai sja evry game,palui european nya..hahah m not racist ah! chibai,durang main cam kanak2 ah,nda mau kalah..haha bah eh..kan liat man u ku dulu main,mliat d Riley ku..esehh! main snooker sambil liat man u,y not! a'kum

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Sunday, August 07, 2005

~these r d tyms we all wish for~ the moments wen less means so much more~~

from left: Soren [16], Q D [24], Sal [3], Yaz [11], Wafiau [82], Hj. Reduan, Mallie [9], maself [7], Ak. Wafi, Fitz (behind), Ihsan, RaEk [8] n Saiful (behind RaEky)..

i dun tink u all still remmber dis pic cos i dun but its reali nice 2c us wen we were still young..i tink Bets took dis pic,tanx Bets =) inda kerasahan huh? i stil cant believe dat we're slowly going to do our own thing, everyone's going their own way..i hope u all won't change (i mean in a good way? hehe payah kan d eksplanasikan)..when we're all in heaven one day (AMIN!!!), i'd wish dat we all can meet again n hang out, even just for awhile, it'd mean alot to all of us..damn eh,i wanna go back in time n make full use of ma young age again..sigh..i miss skipping classes in form 3&4(?) (musim CS), form 5 (musim pool, escape sama senior..haha),then in PU1&2 (musim pool jua n musim belesen..esehh!!).. nah kedapatan tia..sorie guys..those were wen we were notty! heheh remmber our ghost huntingSss? how many empty/haunted houses did we go?! haha i still remmber masa c Hadi pacah,masa arah dat flat in bandar,c Ros n Tubbies ada tu time atu,n c Daus,nda branti beckp ah..haha arah rumah c Ihsan lama lagi d Mata2,ada orangs stay d kreta saja (nda dpt d gtau namanya..hahha terasa? jk! :P)..we had lotsa fun times n dun forget d down times too cos dat wat made us closer ryt? heh..i reali cant wait til our next hang out or gathering or anything..one day wen we're old (insyaAllah,umur panjang,badan sehat n murah rezeki..AMIN!!), i hope we wont forget abt each other..plz jangan menghilang catu saja or inda mau menagur lagi, remind urself abt d fun tyms dat we used 2hav 2gether..sorie klau ke jiwa..haha im bored n its 9.45pm now..ive missed u all alot..sigh..take care ay? keep in touch..a'kum!
Bernazzz[7]th Minister signing off...pis daun!

~~dis is d way things need 2b~ sigh..btw,ada pap? karit kamu ani,nada pap terkini kah? esehh! hahha

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

another besday? haha hepi bday 2 G-Nul! (insyaAllah ia main sama Bernazzz for BruNotts! esehh!)

(from left: anuar, maself, zainul, zamri, amirul n s.amirin)
at M&S, shoppin for our uniform at Warsash (kana sponsor oleh SSML tapi bossnya karit brabis! inda ia mau mbawa ke M&S yg lagi basar ah..chyt chyt..inda ikhlas! awu,mengomplain ku! hahah)

Monday, August 01, 2005

we wud like 2wish a hepi beshday to Syazwana!! eyoh eyoh tua setahun ia AGAIN..esehh!

:+:maximum love & respect:+: